me and ma world

2011-07-25T07:36:00.001-07:00

I know that thousands of words

are not enough to tell you

my heartly feelings, my emotions,

my passion towards you,

So I want you to see my

feelings, my emotions and

my passion in my eyes,

and through it in my heart.

I wish you could read my face

and come to know about

what I want to say…

2011-04-02T08:36:00.000-07:00

‎; i.WANT.TO.BE.REMEMBERED.as the girl who always smiled though heartbroken,could always brighten up your day even if she couldnt brighten her own.Because she knows "LOVE" always has its "ERRORS".Sometimes,we try to "REFRESH",then realize it's best to "SHUT DOWN".But the hardest part is to "RESTART" your life and "REFORMAT" your heart.

2011-02-25T09:34:00.000-08:00

Looking out of my little window
I watch the falling flakes of snow
A sheet of white begins to show
An image so vivid no artist could draw

Winter will soon turn to spring
Warm sunlight and birds will sing
The village church bells will bring
Joy to the world with its loud ring

The soothing words you always say
Helps me through another lonely day
We need to be strong and pave the way
For us never to part but forever stay

The feelings we share are honest and true
Delicate yet beautiful like the morning dew
In my aching heart deep down below
My darling I miss you now even more

2011-02-24T09:26:00.000-08:00

Too much togetherness can be the reason for quarrels.Spending time part gives you new stories to share and helps you grow as a person.When you see each other a little less,you value your time together more.

2011-01-20T00:31:00.001-08:00

in times to come, whatever happen between you and someone, dont blame each other. cause its FATE.

2011-01-18T01:54:00.001-08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable.It open your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.You build up all your defenses,you build up a whole suit of armor,so that nothing can hurt you,then one stupid person,no different from any other stupid person,wanders into your stupid life.You give them a piece of you.They didn't ask for it.They did something dumb one day,like kiss you or smile at you and then your life isn't your own anymore.Loves takes hostages.Its get inside you.It eat you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,so simple a phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.It hurts.Not just the imagination.Not just in the mind.It's a soul-hurt,a real get inside you and rips you apart again.

2011-01-13T23:50:00.000-08:00

Let the world stop turning,let the sun stop burning,let them tell me loves not worth going through.If it all falls apart,I will know deep in my heart,the only dream that mattered had come true,in this life I was loved by you

2011-01-11T23:52:00.000-08:00

Love is what I feel for you,each and every day. I love the way I keep loving,like a love I can't control. So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart. And I have poured my entire soul into you, right from the very start.

2011-01-10T22:16:00.001-08:00

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

2011-01-05T01:05:00.000-08:00

malam sudah begitu larut
hingga matapun tak tahan dalam sayup
kau yang lalah tersandar di kursi
cepatlah kau beralih dalam tempatmu
ku selalu menjagamu dalam mimpi dan bayang indahmu

di sini ku bercerita
tuk sekedar membuatmu terlelap dalam tidur
agar terjaga dari bangun yang tak di sengaja
bila kau bermimpi
lekaslah kembali ke dalam taman bunga
seperti yang kau impikan kemarin
tentang kita berdua penuh canda cinta

di mimpimu ku hadirkan sebuah keindahan
cinta yang akan selalu ku berikan padamu
ku ucap dalam kenyataan ini
malam sudah berganti pagi
hanya gelap yang masih menjadi kenyataan pagi ini
yang di temani purnama yang indah dengan cahayanya
selamat tidur sahabat terkasihku

beribu rasa yang tlah ku haturkan dan ku berikan pada dirimu,….
tak kunjung hingga rasa cinta dan sayangku padamu…
namun tiada arti jika rasa sayang dan cintaku tanpa pengorbanan yang tak henti…
sampai detik ini…
rasa sayangku pada mu tak pernah berubah dan semakin kian bertambah…

sang bintang yang penuh dengan harapan…
telah jatuh dan datang padaku dan memberikan ku harapan yang sangat besar…
begitu indah hidupku menyayangimu….
hari-hariku kian mempesona dan berwarna saat ku telah meyayangimu,,….

sayangku yang sangat aku sayangi…
ku sangat bahagia ketika ku menyayangi diri mu…
kaulah sang pujaan hatiku dan peri cintaku…

sayangku….
harapan ku sungguh besar dan tak terhingga…
karna ku sangat menyayangi dirimu dan sangat mencintaimu

kau selalu sejukan hati ini
dengan setets air cinta yang kau beri
kau yang selalu mewangi
di setiapku melangkah ku cium wangimu
hingga ku terlena dalam lamunan asmara

kaulah pujaan hatiku
janganpernah kau ingkari tentang cinta
karena ku inginkan dirimu bahagia dengan cinta
diriku melayang saat dekat denganmu
kumohon berilah taburan wangimu dalam diri ini

buatlah diriku bahagia wahai pujaan hatiku
jadilah sebuah peneduh dalam cintaku
aku mengagumimu apa adanya
karena kau adalah wanita pujaanku
yang ku damba setiap saat untuk selalu bersamaku

sahabat terkasihku
malam ini kau ucap maaf padaku
ku tahu diriku berat tuk ucap tidak
dan aku yang selalu memaafkanmu
kembali kini ku beri maaf untukmu

pertengkaran yang sudah usai terjadi
biarlah menjadi debu yang tertiup angin
dan kita ambil jalan untuk melupakanya
tak mungkin rela hati ini jika kau selalu menyakitiku
karena aku ada di sisimu untuk mencintaimu

kau seperti bidadari buatku
kau seperti malaikat cinta yang beri setumpuk bahagia
dan beri kehancuran saat ku berbuat murka padamu
aku ucap terimakasih karena kau bisa kembali lagi
walau kau sakiti aku, tapi aku masih mencintaimu

ku tahu dirimu begitu bukan untukn kehendakmu
dan ku tahu kau juga tak ingin menyakitiku
hanya kepercayaanku padamu yang selalu buatku
kuat dan kadang terlepas saat kau buat salah
tapi inginku kau tetap dalam cintaku selalu

Cinta datang tak di duga
Hanya kepada-Nya
Kita percaya
Bahwa Dia pencipta ini semua.

Impian cinta akan saling memberi
Satu dengan yang lain,
Serupa dengan apa yang di lakukan
Matahari ketika mendekati malam

Dan apa yang di lakukan
Bulan ketika mendekati pagi
“”"semua tak di duga”"
Ku mencintai apa adanya

Dangan tulus hati berbunga
Wangi semerbak bunga cinta
Yang selalu tebarkan harumnya cinta
Hingga mampu menghanyutkan
Sebuah lamunan ke surga cinta

Dan inginku akhiri semua
Dengan kehidupan cinta kasih dan keindahan

segudang salah tlah tertulis dalam titian hidup.
seabreg dosa tertumpuk dalam jiwa.
bila ada salah mohon d hampura.
jika ada dosa mohon maafnya.

2010-12-30T20:24:00.000-08:00

It doesn't matter anymore, i guess things happen for a reason. Tears will eventually fade and everything will be exactly how its supposed to be. Moving on is a process, and plus you have to promise yourself that your really ready to let go.

2010-12-29T12:05:00.001-08:00

My tears slowly come down my face
and you have no sympathy at all
You pretend to care
U never did love me
U said I was your first love
Everybody told me not to go with u
but I had so much faith in you
I backstabbed friends and family because of ur lies.

2010-12-28T02:38:00.001-08:00

2010-12-28T02:37:00.003-08:00

2010-12-22T01:01:00.001-08:00

2010-12-22T00:53:00.001-08:00

the truth hurts.
but lies hurt more.

i might cry.
but if you lied i would die.

theres no disguise.
i cant i hide my wet eyes.

i loved what we had.
then you through it away like it was bad.

i wish things were happy.
like you see in every story told by grammy or pappy.

they tell of happly ever afters and wonderful endings.
but in truth theres no such thing.
for us anyways. because you never want to do the mending.

so once more...you will lie.
to save me from the truth.
but the lie is harder to stomache than the truth

lies kill..truth is the way

2010-12-16T09:45:00.000-08:00

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.
You've loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.

One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn't last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.

It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,
You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

2010-12-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

I am a thinker and journeyer.
I wonder why the sky is so far from me.
I hear the wind whisper from the forest,
I see the moonlight shinning in the sea
I want to travel around the world,I am a thinker and journeyer.

I am pretend to be brave and unshakable,

I feel quit and alone,

I touch the cold wall,

I worry the trust between humans has ever exist,

I cry for the changeable and fragile friendship.

I am a thinker and journeyer.

I understand the sadness

and wound will fade away one day,

I say the joke and love story,

I dream with the song and laughter,

I try to hum the melody i have ever learnt,

I hope that I can carry the smile
and pack my bag for the other new journey.

I am a thinker and journeyer.

2010-12-13T08:27:00.000-08:00

down in dumps and take no notice

2010-12-07T10:20:00.000-08:00

ooohhh...

what if i never knew
what if i never found you
i never had
this feeling in my heart

how did this come to be
i dont know how you found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i knew

chorus:
baby your my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
ill give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be
my destiny

oooohhhhh
i wanted someone like you
someone that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end
of time

oohhh
but forever was just a word (just a word)
something id only heard about
but now youre always there for me
when you say forever i believe

chorus:
baby your my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
ill give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be
my destiny

oooooohhhh

baby all we need
is just a little faith
cuz baby i believe
that love will find a way

heyyyyyyyy

ohhh

baby your my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
ill give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
from now until eternity
you were always meant to be

my destinyyyy

youre my destiny

yeahh yeahh oohhh

2010-12-06T10:18:00.001-08:00

It's like i'm paranoid looking over my back,it's like a whirlewind inside of my head, it's like i can't stop what i'm hearing within, and what i see,it's like the face inside it's right beneath my skin.

2010-12-05T10:18:00.000-08:00

2010-12-03T10:55:00.000-08:00

2010-12-02T11:34:00.000-08:00

As I am saying good night at the end of the day,
And you are not here, but many miles away,
My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,
As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.

I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,
But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.
Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,
Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.

When distance tends to keep us apart,
Remember I still hold you near in my heart.
When the night together, can't be ours,
Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.

Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you.
With a bottle of wine and glasses for two.
Just close your eyes and there you will see,
Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be.

Remembering those words, I begin to smile,
And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.
I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,
But you are not there, no hug to exchange.

I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,
No longer wanting to be kept apart.
Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears,
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear.

There is no question it is you that I see,
Waiting in the stars, just like you promised to me.
You hold out your hand as you become near,
And put it in mine saying, "I miss you, my dear. "

Suddenly there's gentle music, filled with romance,
You gently pull me close, we begin to dance.
Just meet me in the stars, that is where I will be.
A special place in the stars just for you and for me.

2010-12-01T11:31:00.001-08:00

Gold eyes stare through the frosted window
Shimmering with tears So long past
To Long she cried
And now she can no more

SO long she loved
and lay broken
Her heart once warm and beating
Lies still and cold
Locked away in a cage of rage

Gold Eyes Stare cold
Into a world that doesn't matter
For the girl in the window
Can no longer feel
Locked away to be safe
Locked away behind her steel

2010-11-27T05:36:00.000-08:00

Angin Bayu Membawa Diriku
Sepintas Lalu ku Terkenangkanmu
Memori Silam Meresap Malam
Kenangan Bersama Tersimpan Selamanya

Walaupun Kau Pergi Jauh Dari Diri Ini
Cintaku Masih Bersemadi Di Hati
Keyakinan Kita Kan Kembali
Menghidupkan Semula Janji Bara Cinta

Kita Bersama Mengejar Mimpi
Terpisah Sementara Kupasti
Suatu Hari Nanti
Cinta Kita Bersemi
Kembali Menerangi
Mekar Di Taman Hati

Walaupun Jauh Pandangan Mata
Kuyakin Kau Kan Tetap Setia
Begitulah ku Jua
Keikhlasan Di Jiwa
dan Cintaku Hanyalah
Untukmu

Saban Hari Diriku Menuggu
Khabar Berita Darimu Di Sana
Gerimis Senja Kembali Reda
Kerinduan Di Jiwa
Kau Jadi Penawar

Rinduku Padamu Tak Dapat ku Terkata
Setiap Saat Waktu Bagai Terlalu Lama
Bila Kita Kembali Bersama
Hiduplah Semula
Janji Bara Cinta

Yeah

Mimpi Yang Dikejar Telah Pun Menjadi Nyata
Teristimewa Untuk Anda Semua

Untukmu

2010-11-20T23:28:00.001-08:00

Pantas kau diam membisu...
Ada garis sendu di wajahmu...
Salahkah sekadar aku bertanya?
Berikan jawapan...

Kuatkah ikatan cinta?
Apa mungkin kasihmu setia...
Tak ku duga airmata berlinang...
Luka perasaanmu sayang...

Sengaja hatimu inginku duga...
Tak terlintas fikiran mencuriga cinta...
Ku tahu..seputih dingin salju itu warna cintamu...

Kekasih, usah merasa ragu dan sangsi...
Kekasih, cintaku takkan terbelah bagi...
Keringkanlah airmata di pipimu sayang...
Kembali senyum...

2010-11-20T02:49:00.001-08:00

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

2010-11-16T09:35:00.001-08:00

I want us to be comfortable with each each other. I want us to see each other at our worst and still say I love you. I want to be able to wrap my arms around you with you not wearing make-up, say that you’re beautiful and actually mean it. We can sit there, dazed, butterflies rumbling through our tummies, sweaty palms and chap lips and it’ll all be worth it just to be there. Even if we never see each other as much, just know that everytime I’m with you, it’s my favorite day. Your bed is pretty comfy to lay on, we don’t need to have sex. We can cuddle, lay there and talk, or fall asleep on each other. I give you little kisses, you give me little licks, I give you hickeys even though you’ll get in trouble with your mom, you slap me, and then I play mad. We make up as if nothing happened. I want this. I want you. I’ve learned from my past,I’ve learned from my mistakes. I promise I won’t rush and make big mistakes I’ll regret later. I just hope this will be different.

2010-11-14T09:46:00.001-08:00

if you gonna lie to me, at least make it believable.

2010-11-11T06:07:00.001-08:00

walau aku tak bisa bernyanyi merdu
walau angin kabarku jarang menghampiri
Di sini aku seperti gunung..
selalu menyimpan setiap senyuman manismu
selalu rindu tatapan matamu
dan takan berpindah walaupun agin berlalu
dan kabut menyelimuti
masih ada jejak langkahmu disini
yang selalu menyemangati hari – hari ku.....

2010-11-09T10:25:00.000-08:00

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

2010-11-08T09:08:00.000-08:00

The weirdest feeling that I know
I don’t know very well
You burp the same time there is thunder
I think I am going to hell
I can do anything you say
Anything you say at all
I won’t need a warning or a sign
I am not afraid to fall
I can close my eyes and turn around
I am not that scared
I like my chocolate all the time
I am always being dared
I laugh at my friends they laugh at me
I always have so much fun
I think I have changed for the better
I am in love with everyone
I cruise in their car, whenever I can
I love the wind in my hair
I stick out my tongue and wave it about
I never take any care
I love the smell of looming rain
I think I think too much
I love the trees, skies and moon
I would love to be able to touch
The stars that are in the sky
The pulse of thoughts in my mind
The rain that keeps falling down
I am so happy I am alive.

2010-11-01T11:02:00.001-07:00

Why can’t you like me for me?
Not just for my body but for the beautiful soul I keep
Waiting for a moment to speak
So beautiful it takes your breathe away for a brief moment in time,
You can’t escape it,
It’s stuck in your mind

Why can’t you like me for me?
I’m an awesome person you see
Behind the mask shows my real personality
All you have to do is get to know me
Then you'll see yourself in a dream of beautiful butterflies and ice cream
See I am not that bad
Why do you always have to make me sad?

2010-10-29T20:57:00.001-07:00

Berapa lamakah lagi
Terpaksa aku menanti
Sehingga pedihnya penyiksaan di hati

Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang... aku curahkan
Buat mu seorang...

Kiranya semua itu
Tak bermadai bagi mu
Apa sebenarnya yang kau mahu
Ku tak tahu...

Kau hilang bila ku tiba
Kau datang bila ku kecewa...
Terasa diri...di persenda...
Dimana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sendiwara mu ini...
Sesungguhnya aku... tak mengerti...

Jika benar cinta itu buta...
Butakah mata ku...
Berkali terluka masih jua... ku merindu...
Apa yang ku inginkan...
Cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan...

Jika itu tiada...
Apalah ertinya...
Penantian ini hanya sia-sia..

2010-10-29T04:31:00.001-07:00

Disini pungguk menanti, mengharap Bulan membalas rindu dihari.

2010-10-28T09:56:00.001-07:00

i cant do this any longer

2010-10-24T08:11:00.001-07:00

That feeling when I see you around.

2010-10-22T00:55:00.000-07:00

Somewhere out there
beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there
someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know
how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might
be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts
to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
if love can see us through
Then we'll be together
somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

2010-10-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

Alhamdullilah. all went well at ITE DOVER Auditorium.

2010-10-20T00:33:00.001-07:00

When I found you
I found myself
I found a guy
Like no one else

When I found you
I found my heart
I found it struck
By Cupid's dart

When I found you
I found pure bliss
I found heaven
Deep in your in kiss

When I found you
I found my soul
I found your love
That made me whole

When I found you
I found my dreams
I found out what
Love really means

When I found you
I found a lot
I found true love

2010-10-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

Who cares whether this is a poem or rhyme,
I will love you until the end of time

2010-10-18T08:08:00.001-07:00

As I feel the tear go down my cheek
I notice that my heart is weak
For the love I have for you
Will always be gold and true
I have made some mistakes, they rest in the past
But know my love will always last
Even though we are a distance apart
You always have the key to my heart

2010-10-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

Telah nyata, puisi ku buat mu.
Cinta disemadikan buat diri mu.
Nilai erti cinta ku untuk mu.
Umpama rindu saling merindu.

Erti dan bagaimana ingin mengerti.
Akan erti cinta mu buat diri ku ini.
Percayalah cinta ku, menyintai.
Untuk buat diri mu, yang ku cintai.

Ingin ku,mengisi cinta ku,
bersama diri mu, kecintaan ku.
Berilah erti, pengertian pada ku.
Hakikat pengisian cinta ku dan mu.

Pada pengertian cinta ku,
untuk dirimu, yang dicintai itu.
Saling memberilah antara mu dan ku.
Adakan perkara baik, mu dan aku.

2010-10-13T02:22:00.001-07:00

why must i bother if you dont even care???

2010-10-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

You will never know, the way I feel inside.
In my heart, my head and my soul.

You will never know, how I yearn and
ache and pine inside.
How it hurts my heart, my head and my soul.

You will never cry,
until the day that I must die
and know what it is in my heart,
my head and my soul.
For all eternity,
my one and only true love,
my heart's one and only true desire.

2010-10-11T23:53:00.000-07:00

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate,
it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown,
she resuscitates me, she fckkin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
It's So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much
you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and
neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em,
never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in
your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time
you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because
I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and
hear me cry
Well that's all right because
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things,
did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns,
same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is,
you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you,
baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as
crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much
to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags
off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my
voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault,
look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist
at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever
tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and
set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

2010-10-01T11:31:00.000-07:00

im not gonna play your stupid games anymore. not even to believe in what you have to say.

2010-09-29T11:41:00.001-07:00

But its alright, because i love the way it hurts.

2010-09-22T01:23:00.001-07:00

I know your there
but my worlds so bare.
Nothings standing in your way,
I’m hoping you can make it one more day.

Our relationship has grown so strong,
where could we have went so wrong.
You were there when I needed you,
Now I’m here for you to need me too.

My love for you will stay the same,
never will I forget your name.
By my side, you will always stay,
I'll think of you day by day.

2010-09-21T11:00:00.000-07:00

Pneumonia

1. an flammation of the lungs with congestion.

Also called lobar pneumonia.
an acute disease of the lungs,
caused by the bacterium Streptococcus pneumoniae
andcharacterized by fever,
a cough with blood-tinged phlegm,
and difficult breathing.

its positive, i need to thru this.

2010-09-18T10:32:00.000-07:00

Izinkan Cintaku
Berbunga Dihatimu
Biar Terus Mekar Jadi pengalaman
Telah Lama Ku Dahaga
Belaian Seorang Insan
Semoga Bersamamu
Ceria Hidupku

Ku Tak Akan Bersuara
Walau Dirimu Kekurangan
Hanya Setiamu Itu Kuharapkan
Ku Tak Akan Menduakan
Walau Kilauan Menggoda
Kasih Dan Sayangku
Tetap Utuh Untukmu
Hanya Kupinta Darimu setialah Selamanya
Sehingga Abadi...
Cinta Ini Sayang Itu Kudoakan

Tak Mungkin Kan Terjadi
Kehancuran Cinta Kita
Andainya Hatimu
Seperti Hatiku

2010-09-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

How very fast the time has flown
The years seem such a whirl
(The years were such a joy)
Since I were just a tiny child
A precious baby girl.

How quickly I have blossomed
Through those tender childhood years
When every single day had moments
Full of joy and tears.

But those nostalgic schooldays
Which have sped so swiftly by
Have seen I reach twenty one
All in the blinking of an eye.

So think about my future
Special things to see and do
New faces and new challenges
Just waiting there for me.

For twenty one is a milestone
And it marks another turn
Today's a day for celebration
See those candles burn.

Enjoy this special birthday
Feel the love in all I do
For darling me, nobody
Deserves it more than me.

Wishing myself a very
Happy 21st Birthday .

-I can't tell about Today,Tomorrow And Future.

2010-09-16T10:18:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nfOlzsQ0gY&feature=related

2010-09-16T10:14:00.001-07:00

2010-09-16T10:02:00.001-07:00

Bercinta sudah lama
Berkasih dan bermesra
Sedang enak membuai rasa
Perpisahan tercipta

Mengapa sementara
Cerahnya cinta kita
Mendung tiba tiada ku pinta
Gelapnya suasana

Walaupun hatiku
Amat berat melepasmu
Dan rintangan mendatang sayang
Terpaksa kuleraikan

Seandainya...
Kita harungi jua
Kelak punah semua sayang
Mimi yang kau harapkan

Ku pasti kau kembali
Menyatu dua hati
Lebih elok cari pengganti
Tiada kau menyendiri

Tak guna disesalkan
Hakikat percintaan
Mungkin terpendam kenikmatan
Sebalik perpisahan...

2010-09-16T06:28:00.001-07:00

1 more day

hari ini, semalam mahupun esok, tiada beza bagiku lagi.

2010-09-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

3 more days. and im not looking forward fer it.

2010-09-14T10:13:00.000-07:00

Sejati
Itu yang kau ucapkan
Bila janji kugenggam
Bawah pohon kemboja
Yang sekecil kita

Menanti
Di mahligai mainan
Kita bina bersama
Dari dahan yang rapuh

Usia perangkap kita
Remaja kita tinggalkan
Namun aku masih
Menggenggam janji

Tinggal kenangan
Gagal segala impian
Tinggal bertanya
Erti sejati

Kenangan itu
Hanya mainan bagimu
Tinggal bertanya
Erti sejati
Yang telah engkau janjikan dulu

2010-09-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

Biar hati ini mencintakamu
Dalam khayal ku kan merindumu
Biar pedih sakit memilikimu
Namun hati tuk berubah
Selamanya..

Kau yang menjadikan cinta
Selalu menjadi rindu
Seperti waktu itu
Yang mengharung hidupku, hidupku~

2010-09-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

10 more days-

2010-09-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

13 more days-

2010-09-03T03:15:00.001-07:00

14 more days :)

2010-09-02T03:12:00.000-07:00

Let's begin counting down.

15 more days :)

2010-09-02T03:10:00.001-07:00

As I lay here in bed
I think of you
I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?

I imagine you're next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss,
As you caress my skin.

My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second,
I begin to tremble,
As I taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.

I want this moment to last,
Not one second can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.

It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality,
You have set my heart on fire.

2010-08-20T22:37:00.000-07:00

I thought you knew how i felt,
I thought you knew what I want,
But guess I assumed too much from you,
And I never planned, to miss understand.

U never knew,
U never understand,
Even a simple request.

What i dreamt is
A surprise call from you either,
In the morn or night,
What i want is,
surprisingly stand infront of my school,
waiting for me,
What i want is,
You, just you not being,
so complicated

Fool,
I feel like a fool.

What i want is you,
And I thought,
You knew..

2010-08-20T02:00:00.000-07:00

Chapter 5- Last Chapter

I knew a guy.

He was so precious.

So precious.

And i Knew

One day.

He'll be back

To my arms.

Chapter 4

Came September, 2008.

Dark was the colour of the morning
When I heard the silence break into my dream
I woke to see a star fell at the dawn
That's when I knew that my love had gone

I cried.
I reached to the star.
The angel.
The light.
The satellite.

Nothing came back.
I cried.
It was September.
I cried.

A promise that wasnt

Meant to be
Still I didn't see
How precious he was.

2010-08-18T22:57:00.001-07:00

Chapter 3

I didn't have to be pretty
Because he looked inside of me
I didn't have to be sexy
Because he'd always want me
I didn't have to be near
Because he'd always think of me

I didn't have to be strong
Because he wouldn't hurt me
I didn't have to be smart
Because he wouldn't deceive me
I didn't have to be rich
Because he wouldn't take a thing from me

I just have to be myself
Careless. Emotional. Clumsy
And he always loved me.

to be continue...

2010-08-18T01:03:00.000-07:00

Chapter 2

He called me Little Angel
I called him Lovely Stranger
He loved to see me smiling
I loved to see him talking
He showed me the beauty world
I wrote him some lines of poem
He taught me how to love
I taught him how to show it
He was my morning light
I was his one satellite
He gave me flowers
I gave him a promise

to be continue..

2010-08-17T06:05:00.001-07:00

Chapter 1

I knew a guy

His smile was like the sunrise
His eyes were like the stars
He shone like a firefly
He was an angel from the sky

I wanted him so much
He wanted me, too
He held me warm like the young evening
He covered me close like shadows
He told me I was the one

I was the one

to be continue....

2010-08-15T22:49:00.000-07:00

Ketika hati diketuk
Lidah kelu tidak menjawab
Hanya Hati yang bicara
Aku Jatuh Cinta padamu
Aku tahu
Hatiku selalu jujur
Ketka aku mendengarkan suaranya
Dan Kupejamkan mataku

2010-08-15T08:02:00.001-07:00

Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang ku bisa
Ku relakan tubuh ini terabaikan
ku kerjakan apa yang ku bisa
ku tak pernah fikirkan diriku
ku hanya berbuat sekuat tenagaku
begitu aku mencintaimu
begitu aku menyayangimu
sepenuh hatiku
walau tak sempurna

2010-08-13T22:17:00.000-07:00

This time I want it all
If it makes you to be with me
Seeing you beauty yesterday had just
Made me realize what I am missing
I promise this time I will be the women that you want

My heart skip a beat whenever we together
Even though I feel despair
I know with your love I wont need to fear
And
I will be the women all you

2010-08-13T01:10:00.000-07:00

I cried everyday at night thingking what might happen to me. What might be happen to us. Whats us? What's next?
Im insecured. How long do I have to wait till I'm yours?

walau aku tak bisa bernyanyi merdu
walau angin kabarku jarang menghampiri
Di sini aku seperti gunung..
selalu menyimpan setiap senyuman manismu
selalu rindu tatapan matamu
dan takan berpindah walaupun agin berlalu
dan kabut menyelimuti
masih ada jejak langkahmu disini
yang selalu menyemangati hari – hari ku
aku masih disini untukmu

2010-08-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

bila cinta adalah nafas
aku ingin hidup seabad
bila cinta adalah keindahan
aku ingin slalu memandang
…
bila cinta adalah luka
aku takkan pernah peduli betapa sakitnya
aku ingin terus mencintaimu
tak pernah peduli seberapapun pahitnya
bila cinta adalah air mata
aku akan tetap tersenyum
agar kamu tahu
aku begitu tulus menyayangimu…..

2010-08-10T09:35:00.000-07:00

selamat berpuasa semuanyer..

2010-08-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

My definition of love...
is different from the book
my definition of love
is more than just a look
love is more than a word
more than a song, more than a note
love is more than a poem
more than anything i've wrote
love is reaching out to touch someone
to be sure that they're there
love is leaning in to kiss someone
to remind them that you care
love is looking her in the eyes
and whispering in her ears
love is cuddling when she cries
and catching all her tears
love is the warmth shared between hugs
when everything else is cold
love is knowing they'll still be there
when everything else is old
love is hearts beating faster and faster
while everything else is slowed down
love is singing sweet songs to her
even if hundreds are around
love is driving through the rain
to help someone through tough times
love is me wishing that you'll love me too
wishing you'd be mine
love isn't just holding hands
love is holding hearts
love isn't where it ends....
love is where it starts

2010-07-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

when i first look at you
the look in your eye
i stared in awww...
i thought i would die

your sweetness made me smile
my heart started to melt
i wasn't in denial
i knew what was felt

the first time you said,
"i love you"
i thought i was dead
i just smiled and i knew
             
that i loved you, too!

2010-07-17T03:04:00.000-07:00

numb
and yet again another sad ending
longing to find out the truth
then shut down
answers...
unfound!
so lost in questions
caught up in insanity
tears held back
screams in your head
took the risk..
and found out nothing
no more..
that sense of belonging
stuck in a cycle
of heartache and pain
being used and in vain
feelings..
so numb
used to it all
no longer the passionate type
more scared and uptight
and when love might be found..
not used to change..
one loses it all...
and runs away..
not willing to get hurt

2010-07-16T10:09:00.001-07:00

Tika begini mencari-cari
Sebuah cinta hilang
Saat begini ternanti-nanti
Bayangmu sayang...

Bertanya-tanya pada sang bunga
Mengapa layu jua
Bertanya-tanya dihujung rindu
Kau pun berlalu

1
Ku ulangi pertemuan
Walau hanya mendakap sisa cinta
Bersama rindu yang terdampar
Saat ini aku sendiri menangisi
Pemergianmu kekasih
Dan cuba memujuk rindu
Yang pedih tercalar
Di sudut ingatanku
Airmataku kau renang bahagia

( ulang 1 )

Tika begini aku sendiri
Kau menyepikan diri
Saat begini kau padu janji
Kasih yang baru
Kumasih sendiri...

2010-07-15T06:42:00.001-07:00

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small, to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the beast.

2010-06-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

Another test is coming up tomorrow,Delivering High Quality Service-

Booyah!!! study study study.

2010-06-02T23:58:00.001-07:00

I asked to be your friend
but I fear this is gonna be the end
you left me
I was your closest friend
in the whole wide world
you moved away
and I was left to stay
here in the place
The place where we had fun
all day long
This place i remembered what was done
this place you cherished.
This Place you loved.
this place was left to stay
and now you live a day away.
I miss you so
Come back to your real home
and live.

2010-05-12T08:01:00.001-07:00

what a tiring day today.

2010-04-21T23:11:00.000-07:00

A slap to the face 
I guess that's the case
Hutrful words spoken
A  bond of friendship broken
Nasty words spread fills everyone with  dread
Rumors swirl round
Old friends are found
Time were  happier
Now they're crappier
The rumor dies down
But the lips  still wear a frown
That is the cost of nasty words spread
When you  lose a friend

i guess i was meant to be forgotten.yeah everyone is busy.but they still got time to reply others messages but why not mine? they still manage to meet the others but why not me? what goes wrong? they had fun.but not me.i cried in the dark when i think about what happened to me.life is so unfair.Did all of you forget me? I'll understand if you guys say you are busy.but at least reply to those messages!!
well,from now onwards I'll just keep quiet.

2010-04-14T23:42:00.001-07:00

currently reading a book : The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People

2010-04-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

Goodbye, dear friend and graduate!
Our golden time is over now,
Our  time of nothing more than time,
Days of simply being friends.
But  I will always treasure how
Your love for me slipped into mine,
Embracing  me where courage ends.
Graduation is a time
For feeling very  proud, 
For thinking lots of lovely thoughts
And saying them out  loud…'



And tomorrow is the day we all waiting for, FR Dinner And Dance April Intake '08

2010-04-09T05:37:00.001-07:00

           A smile costs nothing, but  gives much-
It takes but a moment, but the memory of it usually lasts  forever. 
None are so rich that can get along without it-
And none are so poor but that can be made rich by it.

           
It enriches those who receive, without making poor those who  give-
It creates sunshine in the home, 
Fosters good will in business, 
And is the best antidote for trouble-
And yet it cannot be begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is of  no            value
Unless it is given away. 

            
Some people are too busy to give you a smile-
Give them one of yours-
For the good Lord knows that no one needs a smile so badly
As he or she who has no more smiles left to give. 

2010-04-05T22:10:00.000-07:00

lonely so lonely
Lonely and sad
lonely and empty.

Lonely are the nights
lonely are the days
lonely are the years.

Lonely is this place
lonely is my life
lonely is this court room
lonely is my sentence
lonely am i, in so many ways
so lonely am i.